Here is the excerpt from by book, “GOD WITHOUT LIMITS: Escape from a Matrix of Lies” about the supernatural healing capabilities of God:

“One of the most amazing things that happened as I was getting free, was that through my encounters with the Lord, I was miraculously healed. For many years I suffered through intense and excruciating periods of suffering from neurological Lyme disease. Even on my “good” days I was in constant pain, and my quality of life was greatly reduced. 

Starting in my 30s I had agonizing arthritis in my joints, and they would often swell to the point that it would be difficult to perform basic daily tasks. I suffered from extreme neck pain that would radiate down my spine, into my shoulders, and cause constant tailbone pain. My neck pain would cause severe migraines that could last for weeks, and I had to have my boyfriend inject pain medicine. I had on and off severe sciatica since my early 20s, that made it difficult to drive long distances. 

I had to see a chiropractor and massage therapist several times a month, just to feel well enough to function. I was plagued with constant fatigue, and horrible digestion problems. Sometimes my belly would swell so much, I couldn’t eat. I had intense food allergies and had to eat a very strict diet in order to be able to eat at all. If I ate corn, gluten or dairy, my body would swell with inflammation. I was moody and at times depressed from the constant onslaught of debilitating symptoms

The two decades I spent in the New Age, Occult, and Healing Arts, left me with a long list of revolving symptoms and complaints. I had seen some of the best energy healers, body workers, alternative healing practitioners, reiki therapists, astrologists, psychics, iridologists, acupuncturists, herbalists, and other Healing Arts practitioners. These modalities at times seemed miraculous, marked by symptoms vanishing and supernatural insight into what was going on. Yet, I was never completely healed, and when I would get rid of one thing, something else would manifest.

What I learned is that the false promises of all those remedies are a trap, a never ending maze of false hope that makes you feel like you are getting somewhere, but are getting nowhere at all. I spent twenty years in the New Age, Occult and Healing Arts chasing the promise of healing, compelled to try each new healing modality I found, thinking it was finally the answer to all my problems. There is only one answer to all of your problems, and his name is Yeshua, the Healer, the Redeemer, the Repairer, the Restorer. What couldn’t be done in 20 years, was done in two months of me sincerely seeking the Lord. The progress I made was not only remarkable, it was miraculous! 

As I was going through my intense healing process with God, he instructed me to stop taking all of the supplements and medications I was on. At the time, it seemed like such a leap of faith to suddenly stop taking everything that I had relied on. I had taken supplements and herbal remedies daily for over 10 years. There was the turmeric formula for my swollen joints, melatonin so I could sleep, immune stimulants to avoid being chronically sick, herbs for my stomach and organ pain, and many others. In addition to those, I had pharmaceutical medication neurological symptoms and a whole cupboard of at least 10 bottles of medication of all sorts that had been prescribed to “treat” my condition.

Not only that, I had been on birth control since I was a young teenage girl. I tried many times to come off of it, but then I would be plagued with excessive, irregular bleeding. I had tried all types of herbs and treatments to regulate my hormones, but nothing had helped. I stopped taking everything the day that God told me. He said again to me, “Hold onto nothing and I will give you everything.”

After stopping all of the herbs and medication, I had nothing to rely on, except God, and that is just the way he likes it. I made the choice to take that leap of faith, and the good Lord went right to work healing up my body from the inside out. I remember nights being woken up in the middle of the night with the electricity of his presence flowing through me. Often my body would shiver and shake with the power of His presence,  in the atmosphere a deep sense of peace, often followed by a delightful euphoria. 

God truly is the best medicine. He knows exactly what we need. When I surrendered, he showed me that I can trust him by healing all the ailments I had. Even when I stopped taking birth control after so many years, my hormones balanced and my menstrual cycles completely normalized. I had tried endless “remedies” but God was the only effective remedy. 

Well, as I mentioned before, I noticed a connection that the areas in which my body carried chronic pain were the same areas that I felt tugging, pulling, or an increase in pain when I was casting out spirits. The further along I got in my deliverance process, the less pain I felt. Not only that, but in the encounters I had with the Lord, his presence inside of me showed me where certain pain or disease was connected to behaviors that were out of alignment with God’s Laws and principles, or sin.

The more time I spent with God, praying, fasting and seeking him, the more my body was healed. Sometimes in deep raptures with the Lord, I would feel his presence enter me in strong currents and shake the areas of my body where there was pain. After a bit of shaking, the pain would completely subside. Within the first month, I noticed that my neck pain, my back pain, and sciatic pain were completely gone. It was a progressive healing, and the weeks leading up to it, I remember feeling popping and muscle tension releases as I prayed. 

There was a heaviness and fogginess that I didn’t realize I had, that slowly lifted. In the mornings, I started to wake up full of energy, love, and joy with the Lord. Within 2 months, I noticed my digestion was completely restored. I was healed of my food allergies, and started enjoying wheat, corn and other foods that I hadn’t been able to eat in over 6 years. The constant ache and swelling in my joints disappeared, and I could sit long hours at my computer without any aches or pains. 

God is the greatest physician!  There is so much in this world that confuses us into thinking that we need to turn to the world for the very things that God himself can give us. It is unfathomable how many doctors I had seen to try to solve my intense medical conditions. I went to several neurologists, several rheumatologists, many naturopaths, infectious disease doctors, among many others. I took bottles and bottles of pharmaceutical medications and tried countless herbal and homeopathic remedies over the span of many years, but nothing cured my pain or illnesses. 

As a disciple that studies and follows the teachings of Christ, it is promised that we will have authority over all manner of illness. In Matthew 10:1, “It says, “And when he had called unto him his twelve disciples, he gave them power against unclean spirits, to cast them out, and to heal all manner of sickness and all manner of disease.”Also in Exodus 23:25, it is written,”Worship the LORD your God, and his blessing will be on your food and water. I will take away sickness from among you…”. God is Jehovah Rafa, the Lord that heals.

The healing that I received from God was not merely physical. Each coming day, my world became brighter as I began to allow Jesus to enter deeper into my heart. The more I surrendered to him, the more the spirit of God permeated the depth of my heart. I felt a new vulnerability and tenderness as I was learning to trust him. Sometimes the touch of God on my heart was so tender that I would burst into tears. The gentle care of his presence slowly healed my lifetime of heartache; heartache from failed relationships, heartache from betrayal, heartache from living in such a broken world, and heartache from grief and loss.

The human heart can endure many hurts in a lifetime and become hardened and calloused in its bracing against the pains of this world.. My growing intimacy with God helped to gently loosen parts of my heart where I was holding onto pain. As I allowed him to enter my most vulnerable places, he healed and restored the buried aches of my heart, ones I had carried the burden of for far too long. In Ezekiel 36:26 the Lord says, “And I will give you a new heart, and a new spirit I will put within you. And I will remove the heart of stone from your flesh and give you a heart of flesh.”

I cannot emphasize enough how important it is to allow our Creator God into our hearts. Our hearts are  the gateway to God. God is love, and the way to reach him is through the heart. If we are trying to find God through our minds, we will be misled by the forbidden fruit of the Tree of Knowledge. Jeremiah 29:11-14 instructs us on how to encounter God, “You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you,” declares the LORD, “and will bring you back from captivity.”

I believe we are all seeking a deep union of love with our Creator, whether we know it or not, yet we don’t always know how or where to find that which we seek. People often look for this extraordinary love in relationships with spouses, with children, and even pets! Yet often they end up brokenhearted, because that type of profound unconditional love cannot be found in things of the world, it can only be found in God’s grace.

God will never betray us or let us down, and can fill the deepest voids in our hearts. Deuteronomy 31:8 says, “The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.” Then in Isaiah 61:1, how the Spirit of God heals our hearts, “The Spirit of the Sovereign LORD is upon me, because the LORD has anointed me to preach good news to the poor. He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from darkness the prisoners.”

Perhaps the most damaging belief I carried for too many years in the New Age Philosophy, is the belief of Karma. Since I had a strongly held assertion about past lives due to my “memories”, it seemed reasonable to assume that all the deeds of “my past lives” were the cause of my pain and suffering in this life. It was the perfect lie to mask the symptoms of the Kundalini serpent power I was cultivating through my “spiritual”  meditations, and the negative and debilitating effects it had on my health and body. 

It was the perfect lie to keep me from realizing that my healing was promised by God 2,000 years ago when Jesus died on the cross and bore every disease and infirmity of humanity in his wounds, now and forevermore more. Karma was the perfect deception to keep me from realizing the miraculous healing that  is available when we turn to God, our spiritual physician. Believing in karma kept me from the authority I now have with Christ within me to lay hands on the sick and see them healed. 

Mark 16:17-18 says,” And these signs shall follow them that believe; In my name shall they cast out devils; they shall speak with new tongues;They shall take up serpents; and if they drink any deadly thing, it shall not hurt them; they shall lay hands on the sick, and they shall recover. ”If you are in the maze, get out! Escape the matrix of lies that keeps you from realizing that God can heal you, that was promised when we believe in the power of the blood shed by Yeshua.